Non Sum Qualis eram Bonae Sub Regno Cynarae

Ernest Christopher Dowson

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Last night, ah, yesternight, betwixt her lips and mine
There fell thy shadow, Cynara! thy breath was shed
Upon my soul between the kisses and the wine;
And I was desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, I was desolate and bowed my head:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

All night upon mine heart I felt her warm heart beat,
Night-long within mine arms in love and sleep she lay;
Surely the kisses of her bought red mouth were sweet;
But I was desolate and sick of an old passion,
When I awoke and found the dawn was gray:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

I have forgot much, Cynara! gone with the wind,
Flung roses, roses riotously with the throng,
Dancing, to put thy pale, lost lilies out of mind;
But I was desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, all the time, because the dance was long:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

I cried for madder music and for stronger wine,
But when the feast is finished and the lamps expire,
Then falls thy shadow, Cynara! the night is thine;
And I am desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, hungry for the lips of my desire:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

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  • wendigregor5249

    JUST READ 'NON SUM QUALIS ERAM BONAE SUB REGNO CYNARAE' BY ERNEST CHRISTOPHER DOWSON. WOW, REALLY TOUCHED SOMETHIGN INSIDE ME, YOU KNOW? I COULD FEEL THE LONELINESS AND PAIN. IT'S LIKE THE POET'S SOUL WAS OUT THERE JUST FOR US TO FEEL. BEAUTIFUL AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME 😢 THE WAY DOWSON WORK HIS MAGIC WITH WORDS IS NOTHING SHORT OF AMAZING! 😍👏👏👏

    • A Ray of Hope

      WOW, THIS POEM HIT ME IN ALL THE FEELS. THE STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOVE AND PAST PASSIONS, THE YEARNING FOR SOMETHING ONCE HAD - IT'S SO POWERFUL. SURPRISING HOW ONE CAN STILL BE FAITHFUL IN THEIR OWN WAY DESPITE THE CHAOS. THE DEPTH IN EACH LINE IS INSANE! THIS ISN'T JUST AN AVERAGE POEM, IT'S AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER. THE IMAGERY IS SO INTENSE, IT'S LIKE YOU COULD ALMOST TASTE THE WINE AND HEAR THE MUSIC! SHOUTOUT TO POETRY AND ITS ABILITY TO EXPRESS SO MUCH EMOTION. SERIOUSLY IMPACTED BY THIS ONE!