I'm blessed with the people I met in my life and I wish them the best.
But I don't belong here I have to get that off my chest.
I always been a fuck up. I know what you're thinking he should shut up, and stop bitching.
But I'm wounded mentally a cut that can't be fixed by stiching.
Though I need my family .
If I'm gone they'd be $400,000 richer better off without me.
I have to reap what I have sown.
No one relates I'm alone. How could you stay where you don't belong?
I been told to stay strong. But I can't help to notice they can't understand they're wrong.
It's not just this line of work.
I realized I don't really belong on earth.
Life is a gift, I fucked it up and made it a curse.
Losing me and I can't stop it they're on a roll and i won't stop them.
I love them with all my heart I just hope I won't be forgotten.
I'll tell you everything honest engrave that in my coffin.
One last meal with my love ones make it spaghetti.
Tell god or whoever is in charge end it I'm ready.
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Dakota (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 3rd, 2018 12:32
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Man, this is very deep...and really sad...I feel for you...I understand how family can be..my own family has always been, though there is a great del of love, dysfunctional at best and it hurts sometimes...terribly...you are absolutely right, ultimately we don't belong here on Earth...this is only the beginning stage...so, when your time comes to travel upward or onward, it will happen naturally...I hope that this sadness in you has been rectified since you wrote this piece...either way, very nice work...I would love to read something of yours that is a bit more log hearted,...best wishes...keep writing..you have the talent, that is obvious...xxxooo
Light hearted..
Thank you man for taking the time to read it and thank you for your words. I'm trying to work through it man. Again thank you ✊✊
Man..I CAN SEE YOUR LIGHT IN YOUR PICTURE..YOU ARE NOT JUST AN ORDINARY HUMAN...YOU ARE DIVINE, MY BROTHER.....D I V I N E...YOU CAN ERASE THIS ONE TOO, AS YOU ARE CORRECT IN FOLLOWING YOUR INTUITION EARLIER...there are MINION EYES EVERYWHERE...WE ARE AT ALL TIMES UNDER SCRUTINY BY LESSER ENERGIES WHO HAVE NO NEED TO SEE WHAT THEY DESIRE TO SEE...THEY ARE NOTHING TO FEAR....B E L I E V E...XXXOOO
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