Leave me alone

Worse day of my life arguing with my head ' you should had heard all the shit the voices said ' I've had enough don't want to be here no more ' take 200 tablets and die on the floor ' but it don't work wake up bad in a bed ' stuck to a machine being fed ' why can't I die I've tried ten times ' sat here reading unknown ryhme s ' it's time now give everyone a break ' all you do is course heart ache ' but then I think of my girls and can't stop crying ' why am I here keep thinking about dieing ' they love me loads and really need me ' so why do I want to die on a tube that feeds me ' cus I'm a cunt don't care about anyone ' this is why my time as to come ' but I do I love them more than you will ever know ' need to break away get you to leave my head alone somehow ' keep fuckin telling me I shouldn't be here ' who's gonna be there to catch my gigrls tear ' I'll never leave you I'll show you I'm strong ' being your dad is where I belong ' so fuck you and fuck off I hope you all choke ' I'm staying here for my girls my life ain't some joke ' I'm going nowhere till I see them walk down the isle ' them I'm ready to die in my sleep in style .