False Pretenses

There is something about September

His birthday just passed me by

So strange that the past two weeks have been somewhat unlucky for me

The dragon and the dog

I guess that the Asians have always really known their shit

They have told me to beware, and they were absolutely correct

I don't want to just dismember his energy

I mean, I honestly fucking loved that guy and I know that he loved me too

Nothing more to do for us now but move forward, press on and I have been trying so damned hard to do so

Its like he wants to keep me hanging, if only by the most delicate, tiny thread

It feels like he loved me because I got him good drugs and gave him phenomenal head which is, sadly, the honest truth

And so it was, our connection

But, his Virgo earthiness must run rampant through his entire chart to not be able to ascertain his grasp upon his own sphere of emotions

I think he is one of the witches that he surrounds himself with which never helped matters in the slightest way

Shape-shifters changing form any time it suits them

Practicing the ancient arts only to feed their impoverished egos

Sociopaths with their greedy hands upon knowledge that they have clearly stolen, not learned

It is not at all surprising to me that so many bitches were burned upon stakes in Massachusetts 

They really should have expanded their search

Got on boats and sailed across the seas to other lands, instead of staying stuck on stupid in New England

Especially, since the old one is precisely where most of those bitches were hiding out, existing under false pretenses

Identities bought with the riches made by deceiving the rest of the populace

Reptilians from Nibiru, who has returned to take them all away  

Time is beyond ready to recapture them

They are not Gods, as they want to proclaim

They are behemoths

Blood thirsty, money hungry Euro-trash..

The ones with those nasty accents that my Virgo ex-lover was so enamored by

Denying his own roots just to fit in with a white trash society

I love him and I miss him so

Just a few months ago, or it's been nine actually..almost a year...anyway...we were solid...at least I thought so

I guess that God knows what he is doing, as well as what's really going on

I just wonder why so many have gotten so suddenly scared away..is it me?

Or is it because that I lose myself  in the love of boys who have sociopath energy?

9/8/2018