.....I Don't Know.....

she_was_torture

I don't know anymore.

I don't know who I am, where I'm going.

I'm not sure of who I love and who I crave.

My heart beats inside me, keeping me alive, but it feels lost.

I can feel the emptiness crushing me- the loneliness breaking me like glass under pressure.

I don't know where to go next, only where my legs carry me.

My brain is disconnected from my body and heart. 

There is a wall that keeps me from life; I can feel it. 

I can feel the separation like a headache that won't go away, a numbness that makes me strain and fail.

I don't know anymore. 

I don't know who my friends are, who I can trust.

But I push them all away anyway. I distance them and turn my back to take the force of my own storm.

And I still don't know........

 

  • Author: she_was_torture (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 14th, 2018 22:11
  • Comment from author about the poem: More depressing content from your fountain of sadness. Enjoy!!
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 14
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  • Poem Goals

    This poem is out standing, it's as if I were in your shoes and could feel what you were saying, keep it up! Maybe your next poem will be Unpredictable, I wrote a poem called unpredictable, maybe we can compare and contrast?

    • she_was_torture

      Oh my gosh, that would be amazing. I'll have to work on it!💙

      • Poem Goals

        Alright! Good luck!



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