Heart gone numb

The rhythm of my heart

has gone silent

when or  how

I don't know

but what I do know

is that my touch is not the same

my hands over my heart

feels like they are gone

like I'm laying my hand over

a empty void of nothingness

I can't reach my feelings

that is locked in that numb chamber

feelings I wish I could express

without the feeling of faking it

even with the warmest hugs

from her

hearing the words

is gonna be alright

I'm here for you

like you have been for me

even tho this words linger in my mind

they can't reach the locked keyhole to open my chamber

I want to express so much

but the more I do

the more feelings will go into the void

a void thats just gonna pile up and break me

a pile that is gonna flow out like a river

down my eyes

down my throat

making it harder to reach my breathe

because of all that is piled up

is blocking my lungs from the air

in all this emotion

it will all end up with my hands up to the sky

reaching out before losing my strength

this is my battlefield

where the one given mercy is a winner

then the one who takes

the necklace of thoughts

around their neck

with the last words

of confusion

our words should be honest and truthful

so that the last moment will be true to ourselves