AS MY PEN HITS THIS PAPER
INTUITION I JUST WRITE
ORDINARIES WONT GET IT
YET, THE SPECIAL JUST MIGHT
FOR THIS IS ABOUT WHATS TRUE
ABOUT WHATS RIGHT
SO LISTEN
AS MY THOUGHTS TAKE FLIGHT
THROUGH THESE PARABLES I RECITE
YES, MANY WILL THINK ME STRANGE
EVEN SLIGHTY DERANGED
BUT THATS OK THOUGH
BECAUSE MY KNOWLEGE IS WIDE RANGE
SO NEVER ASK ME TO EXPLAIN
WHAT I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN
SINCE TRUTH IVE GAINED
IVE SOMEHOW BECAME
SOMETHING SLIGHTLY INSANE
IN HOPES TO GAIN
ALL SECRETS THAT CONTAIN
NEEDED STIMULATION FOR THE BRAIN
YET, I MUST REFRAIN
FROM SHARING CERTAIN KNOWLEGE I ATTAIN?
WHY?
IM LIKE DIVINCI
IN SEARCH OF THE HOLY GRAIL
SPIRITUALLY IM UNDER A SPELL
TO NO ONE I MUST TELL
SO THROUGH WRITING I YELL
AS THE SECOND STAR FELL
RELEASING ME FROM JAIL
KNOWLEDGE POST BAIL
INSPIRATION CAME LIKE HAIL
DELIVERED LIKE MAIL
TO BECOME THE HEAD
NO LONGER THE TAIL
IM A SMALL FISH AT SAIL
THIS MYSTERIOUS JOURNEY SHALL UNVEIL
GREATNESS THAT WILL PREVAIL
ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO
BYE-BYE TO THIS TOWN
BEEN THROUGH THE UPS
EXPERIENCED WAY TOO MANY DOWNS
MY WHEEL OF FORTUNE
YEAH, HAS FINALLY COME AROUND
I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SWEET SOUND
I STARE AT THE MOON
YUP, GRACE HAS FOUND..
ME
YET UNFAMILAR GRACE FEELS LIKE A NIGHTMARE
SCARY SHIT LIKE JASON
ITS TELLING EVERYTHING FOR ME CAN CHANGE
IF I JUST BECOME A "FREEMASON"
DARK WHISPERS IN MY EAR
SOFTLY ASKING ME
ISNT BEING ON TOP
EVERYTHING HUMANS DESIRE TO BE?
LET ME IN
BECAUSE THROUGH ME
YOUR FREE
EVERY NIGHT I PRAY TO GOD
UNEXPECTED VISIT HAS BEEN SCARY
KEEP PRAYING TO MY GOD
LIKE THE CATHOLICS HAIL MARY
HOLY SPIRIT HAS A HOLD
SLOWLY TAKING CONTROL
WHAT DOES IT REALLY WANT?
IM TOLD ITS MY SOUL
HIDDEN TRUTHS
I UNFOLD
IM A DEAD SEA SCROLL
SUMMONED IN THIS WORLD
TO PLAY A SPECIFIC ROLL
IF I DO WHAT IM TOLD
PUTS ME ONE STEP CLOSER
TO IMY ULTIMATE GOAL
SUDDENLY
I AM NO LONGER SCARED
PROMISED TO NEVER RUN
NOW IM WONDERING WHAS TO COME
WILL ITS WILL BE DONE?
IT INSTRUCTS ME "FOLLOW THE NUMBERS"
THROUGH THEM
THEY SHALL LEAD
SO I FOLLOW THE SIGNS
AND AS STRANGE AS IT SEEMS
I CAN ALWAYS SOMEHOW
DECIFER WHAT THEY MEAN
SO I CAN NEVER DENY
OBVIOUS TRUTH
MAKING ME HAVE FAITH LIKE
THE BOOK OF RUTH
WHATS REALLY ON THE OTHER SIDE?
OTHER SIDE OF THAT RAINBOW
WHATEVER IT IS
I SWEAR I WANNA KNOW
WHICH IS WHY I AUTOMACTICALLY
GO WITH THE FLOW
JUST TO WATCH MY WISDOM
NOURISH AND GROW
DIVING INTO THAT WATER
HEAD FIRST I SHALL SWIM
DARK WHISPER REASSURING ME
IM NOT LIKE THE REST OF THEM
EXTRA-ORDINARY
ABOVE ALL THE REST
SILENT ED I AM
SO SUBLIMANLY I CONFESS
AND AS IM PUT TO THE TEST
IT TELLS ME IM BLESSED
TO NEVER WORRY
RID MYSELF OF ALL STRESS
BECAUSE THE STARS HAVE ALINGED
AND SOON I WILL FIND
KNOWLEDGE
FOR I AM NO LONGER BLIND
OR EVEN CONFINED
TO THIS PLACE THAT
IVE CHOSEN TO LEAVE BEHIND
FOR NOW IS THE TIME
TO BECOME SOMETHING DIVINE
CANT ESCAPE MY DESTINY
ITS PLANTED IN MY MIND
ED THE GOAT BEING FED
IM A BABY BEING LED
TO SECRETS OF THE UNKNOWN
PURPOSELY UNSHOWN
CUZ THE TRUTH
THEY HID IT
BUT NOW
I DONT GET IT
WHY CAN I NEVER ADMIT IT?
CUZ HIDING IT MAKES ME CONCERNED
NOT FAIR THAT I CAN NEVER SHARE
ALL THAT IVE LEARNED
NOTHING I MUST SAY
JUST GOTTA LOOK THE OTHER WAY
EVEN THOUGH THAT TRUTH HURTS
AND THOSE HEAL
WISDOM I FEEL
DARKNESS HAS SHOWED ME
JUST HOW MUCH "THE KNOWING" IS REAL
SILENCE BE STILL
OR ELSE BE KILLED
MORE DARK WHIPSERS SAYING
"I WANT YOU TO BE
A SECRET WEAPON IN THE GAME
NO NEED TO ESTABLISH A NAME
JUST KNOW I HAVE CAME
TO INTRODUCE YOU TO FAME
PERFECTION U CLAIM
WELL CURIOSITY I BLAME
U WILL NEVER BE SAME
SINCE U HELPED PAINT THIS PICTURE
OUTLINED THE STARS AS YOUR FRAME
SMALL PARTS OF U WANT IN
HOLDING BACK WOULD BE A SHAME"
SO I DONT
AND NOW
MODERN DAY EGYPT I SEE
A LAND THATS SO FREE
AND ALLOWS ME TO BE
ECCENTRIC LITTLE ME
YET
THIS UNFAMILAR LAND
YES WILL EXPLORE
I NEED TO LEARN MORE.....
TO BE CONTINUED
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SHALLSEA THE PURPOSE (Pseudonym) (
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WELCOME SHALLSEA ~ Thanks for your first EPIC Poem ! I t is beautiful & profound ~ overflowing with questions & rhymes & rhythms and it recites POWERFULLY non-stop like a RAP !
Reading between its many lines I came up with following comments ! 1. We are all seeking for spiritual understanding ~ there is a GOD how can we know Him ? 2. YES ~ When GOD speaks to US it is like sweet music in our ears ! YES GOD can change US and our circumstances ! 3. TRUTH is only hid from those who choose not to believe. When we SEEK GOD He reveals His Truth ~ AMEN 4. Those that come to GOD must believe that He exists and that He will reward those that seek Him ! Never hold back in your search to know Him !
Looking forward to Parts 2 & 3. Yours BRIAN (UK) Please check our site which I share with my Fiancee ANGELA ~ who is in New Zealand on Work Experience. Thanks B & A !
I so appreciate your comment!! My spiritual journey fuels my poems!! I won't ever hold back!!! You'll see that as I begin to post more. My battle of light n dark is what my poetry is all about! So you'll see my dark side as well as my light. My perspective is a bit controversial but I am what I am. You'll see!
You have a nice use of words. Maybe I am wrong. It sounds as though you are searching for answers. The only way to truly be free is through Christ Jesus the son of the true living God. I hope that you find what you need.
Jesus saves.
Persistence is key
You have a nice use of words. Maybe I am wrong. It sounds as though you are searching for answers. The only way to truly be free is through Christ Jesus the son of the true living God. I hope that you find what you need.
Jesus saves.
Persistence is key
At the time when I wrote this, indeed I was searching and seeking answers to all my questions. That was in 2011.. since being on my journey, I've discovered n unveiled and found what I was searching for! This poem is truly the beginning stages of it all! Persistence was key!!!
Your poem is filled with the questions that only you can answer. As the reader I am watching you, through images you've included in your poem, take this journey.
Nicely done.
Look forward to the next chapter. 🙂
N I've truly found the answers, I was searching for God n found myself instead. Been walking this journey for 8 years now!
Wow! That's amazing. Maybe it was God who enabled you to find yourself. 🙂
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