Letting go🕊

No matter how much I try I know you still won’t come back. 

Remembering the day you left, I was gripping your hand. I didn’t know how to react.

to hear the news was hard and shocking, I cried. 

And I ignored those who were talking.

as the world was fading into silence, I was deeply lost into my thoughts of it. 

I ignored their comfort, cause it didn’t help much.. but just a little bit.

this was too soon mom.. why now? I wasn’t ready 

ready to let you go

she was always there for me since the time of my life had begun

mom I know I wasn’t anything you planned, but I will be everything you ever dreamed of. 

Sincerely,

your identity.