I hate myself, I love myself

SilverXball

every time I hear my voice and every time I see my face

I hate myself

when I see those smiles from what I've done in any case

I love myself

my demeanor differentiates myself from the rest of the earth

I hate myself

they walk towards me in excitement reminding me of my worth

I love myself

but happiness can't last forever and again I crash into my shadow

I hate myself

and every time I'm saved from myself I just get pushed even further

I hate myself

my body goes numb and eventually I can't feel the tears

I hate myself

I give up so much just to see others gain from my sacrifice

I hate myself

  • Author: A Silver Sky (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 7th, 2018 21:42
  • Comment from author about the poem: I get really autophobic often, so I stress myself to please others to ensure they'll never leave me. This is kind of what it feels like when I sit behind everyone and recognize that this is the way I am. And I hate myself for it.
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Comments1

  • ella

    wow, this is powerful



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