Uncertain Choices

Twisting around and around

My head is spinning with unanswered questions

Do i go forth and do what i know will slowly kill my soul

Or do i run away break a promise that i made to you

If heaven had a phone i would make one call to you

Always full of knowledge and advice

You never steered me wrong 

Im supposed to be grown now and yet i feel so lost and confused

This world is worse than i thought

The fact the i have even started down the path im on

Means that im failing and now it seems

I'm falling 

Unsure if i can climb out of this hole once im in it

Please i need a sign do i go ahead

Or do i run away and break my word

I said to you as you took your last breathe 

That i would do anything to keep them safe

Now im second guessing my choices

Please tell me what to do im so lost in my dark cold mind 

And it seems as if i have finally run out of time