Not Afriad

I'm not afraid of the monster under my bed, Or the scary thoughts in my head

I'm not afraid of the untold future, Or scolding from my mother

I'm not afraid of my health problems, Or the filth in our world

I'm not afraid of losing friends, Or when I'll come to my end

I'm not afraid that I might never find someone to love me

I'm not afraid of my anxiety

I'm not afraid of depression

I'm terrified that when I find love I'll destroy it

I'm afraid that my darkness will hurt them and it could never be forgiven.

I'm afraid to love.