Fell in battle but winning the war

I fell in the battle

I almost was trampled 

The monsters in me 

Bowed to the demons that plagued

I looked around 

I saw no aid

 

I cried as I was dying

How did I get into this

Little did I know 

It was what I got out of

That sparked it

 

See In the beginning

Even before there was time 

There was one power 

One God

Then came the heavenly divide

 

The enemy of God 

The narcissist creation

Got puffed up and forgot 

That he was not equal in station

 

Like lighting he fell stripped of God’s glory

But what The Gift Giver gives

Can never be stolen

 

So with his intellect 

And his ability to appeal

He took the power meant for good 

And used it for evil

 

He manipulated man

To be their own god

Teaching us the real thing was only a fraud

 

So at night when I cried

He whispered in my ear

This God of yours doesn’t love you 

He chooses not to hear

Don’t surrender your praises 

Focus on your struggles 

Look here

 

That was all it took 

The rest was all my own

I now knew I was lost and alone

 

No one would love me 

I would never be enough

I didn’t know how to let God in

And let’s face it 

I didn’t trust him enough

 

I let the world teach me that 

Spirituality was dead

I opened up my heart and home

To the demons that possess 

 

I had no idea

I was being taught 

That every fake thing was reality

And the truth that I knew was all fake 

wrapped up in insanity

 

But one day something happened 

A light came on in my darkness

For a split second

Desperation and anxiety were broken

And a doorway was opened

 

Jesus called me to himself

It couldn’t be mistaken 

There is no way 

In this world 

The peace I felt was an exaggeration

 

I couldn’t stop

I needed more 

Like a new drug

I was hooked 

And would have changed anything about myself 

to be given just a bit more 

 

I found out that the enemy

Was NOT comparable to God

He truly had NO authority 

He just manipulated thoughts

 

And the dreams I had 

Watching witches and wizards

Wishing I had their power 

I now realized

was leading to my death faster

 

Everything that they did 

Could not match the Holy Spirit

No spell, no hex, not one incantation

They were working for the darkness

 

This was weak to Gods glory

Their wicked hazing had to flee 

When the Light shone down upon it

 

The Truth was always more powerful 

He still has all authority 

His spirit still at work

In this world

Unlike the lying spirits imply

 

Now I live in The Truth

Your reality is fake to me 

And in the war of life and death

Darkness was already defeated

 

“We do not fight flesh and blood

 but  principalities, powers, against the rulers of the darkness

 against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.”

 

I’m not a creation for failure 

But success in sharing the Gospel

The old me is dead and I’m living in happiness 

I’m forgiven for all my wickedness

I finally have a purpose 

 

I Praise the God of heaven and earth

The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit

Your the King of my life

And I will never again forget it.