misskay

I’m still lost

I keep trying to fill this deep void 

Keep busy

Keep being kind

Help others

Appreciate time

put effort into everything you do

But still the loneliness seeps right through

I question who I really am

I question why I’m here

What is my purpose

How can I fill this void with pure lasting cheer?

Still I can not fight back the tears

Maybe I’m just broken

And can not be fixed

I’ve waited for so many years

To feel whole once more

But temporary smiles are just a trick

I ask myself,

I ask the lord

What is my future

Is this heart of mine ever

Going to be cured

 

  • Author: misskay (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 26th, 2018 15:25
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Comments8

  • Yorelzinala

    You've made several realizations with this write quite brilliant. You're not lost when you can find a way to articulate the emotions you have. Hopeful poem.

  • misskay

    Thank you for your comment Yorelzinala
    That’s true, maybe I just feel lost

  • misskay

    Thank you for your comment Yorelzinala
    That’s true, maybe I just feel lost

  • Simon Bromley

    Excellent poetry. Hopefully you find the answers soon. Most of us feel lost in this day and age and then one day it all clicks into place, hopefully.

  • misskay

    Thank you for your kind comment Simon.
    I’m sure you’re right, hopefully it all becomes clear sooner x

  • misskay

    Thank you for your kind comment Simon.
    I’m sure you’re right, hopefully it all becomes clear sooner x

  • vanabba3

    Wow! What an emotional poem, especially the day of Christmas... Well, I hope the New Year is going better for you. This is a really great poem, sorry it is about you! But God does have a plan for you, He just doesn't have to tell us about it first... lol Hang in there!

  • misskay

    I’m glad you enjoyed it Vanabba
    Lol wish I would



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