Stuck In Hell

Paranoia covers my eyes,

feeling better was all a disguise.

Anxiety wraps it's hands around my throat,

watching me gasp for air as I choke.

The daily fear and crying has me exhausted,

I think I have finally actually lost it.

Feelings of pain I don't know where to begin,

depression takes over and begins to dig in.

I thought I survived but little did I know,

it was only getting worse and starting to show.

I need help and can't take it anymore,

it feels like any second I'll collapse to the floor.

My mind is a mess that seems unfixable,

please tell me that this life is only fictional.

I don't know what to do anymore except surrender,

I know that I will be stuck in this hell forever.