Betrayal

I loved you
You were one of the closest people to my heart and I loved you

my friend

my closest friend 

This was hard enough already
And you made it harder
The one good thing that I am able to choose
I am able to choose who knows
When they know
And how they know
And you took that away from me
I told you I forgive you
I told you I’ve forgotten
But I haven’t
Maybe I hang it over your head everyday
Maybe I never truly forget the person you used to be
Who you really are
The betrayal