I Wish You A Happy Life

so theres more to my psychic dreams...

so on july 21st i had another dream about talking to my ex from 9th grade again.

this is the third time and everyone who has read my other psychic dreams poem you know that the other two times this happened it meant ill be in contact or something with an ex and both times it was my ex from 10th grade...

the one whos dating her yeah him..

so then 2 days later july 23rd i saw him and her in walmart and then several days later i found out from my best friend that my ex's girlfriend aka HIS girlfriend AKA HER is pregnant..

shes about 10 weeks now but by february she should be popping any time and one of her friends told me they are going to be moving to florida..

remember my poem "my goodbyes" and which ever ones when i mentioned about him moving over 3600 miles away yeah but ya know whatever ha!

thank goodness they are both leaving my hometown and moving far away because i dont want to see their faces ever again.

im happy for her i feel like she'll be a great mom but to bad the father is a cheating bullshitting liar...

AKA HIM 

greeeeaatt im gonna have to see her at my best friends graduation party but i do from the bottom of my heart..

geniuenly wish her a happy life...

well fuck...

that couldve been me in her spot because he tried to have sex with me without a condom and he said he couldnt have children.

well fuck..

im fucking lucky im not her 

ha! ha! ha!

now my precognitive dream showed me and my ex finally patching things up and being civil...

i guess it was trying to tell me that i would wish her a happy life and finally feel relieved about him moving with her and not having to worry about him trying to ever get back in my life again.

ive realized its alot easier to write about the things that make me angry or sad and more difficult to write about the things that make me happy.

now i know why its so easy for me to write about him..

let me clarify...

its easy for me to write about the things that get me fucked up in a bad way,

its easy for me to write about the lies and all the cheating and its easy for me to write about all the shit that happens in my life..

so therefore its easy to write about him..

so thank you for the inspiration and all the creativity behind all this bullshit..

very much appreciated you fucking piece of shit.