Flourishing

I felt the overwhelming rush

To the surface of my skin

Almost too hot to touch

A rage underneath flourishing  

I place a giant weight apon my feelings

Hoping to push them down 

Not know of the volcano eurpting

I'd push and push and push harder

I was ashamed, I felt weak

I was devatased, couldn't speak

But hope brought me back

Time and time again

I can control these emotions

Let the fear hurt and pain 

Wash right over me again

And flow through my soul

Now I may cry instead of pushing

I'm still learning about the boundaries

Life is a very long test, sometimes at best

But I'll try my up most to keep flourishing