A loving boyfriend, two loving best friends
yet all I can think about is how the pain never ends
a future husband and good grades
Yet I hide my sad eyes with dollar shades
Warm food with a roof over my head
yet I struggle to simply get out of my bed
a beautiful dog and beautiful looks
yet you won’t find my condition in any old book
behind the wall I put up for you to see
is a dysfunctional family
A family with a mother so far away
i don’t get to see her every day
Scars decorate every inch of my skin
a subtle hint to the pain I hide within
Two baby brothers miles upon miles away
someday I hope they come back to stay
fighting between everyone I know
i wonder how I have sank down so low
i barely have the energy to eat
yet you won’t see me be anything but upbeat
sad songs play around in my mind
wishing for others to always be kind
i cry myself to sleep every night
and i curl up into a ball real tight
bad thoughts swirl around in my head
i cant even go to bed
i sit and think about all my bad luck
i was never told how much depression would suck
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Author:
Evanjiliene (Pseudonym) (
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Comments2
depression is different for everyone but your words are so compelling i can feel what you're going through. talented poem!
Thank you so much
You really put your ideas across well. Hope every things okay. I really understand what you're going through, thanks to your well written words x
Thank you very much, kindness always helps
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