Fling

I should have known that there would be some sort of catch

We were a match made for a few days and nights and that is all

This guy told me that he loves me way too fast

Yet, still, I almost let myself fall...

But, there was clearly something greater standing in my way, thank God!

And, that is really all I have to say about that

Leo men really are all pretty much the same

It is no coincidence that he selected me

I must have had "DUMB FUCK" tattooed across my face....

I have so much more important shit plaguing me right now

I am literally scrambling just to try and keep this place where I dwell

The money just stopped flowing one day

Like it was turned to coin and thrown into a damned wishing well

Even so, I kept on living life as I always do, Large...

The boys have been circling 

Coming in for the kill

My heart has taken charge of my weary head

In some ways, he was perfect

But, in too many he did seem completely disinterested 

Sometimes it seemed like he was brain dead

But, the boy was as sweet as fresh cherry pie

He was as polite and flattering as that kind of shit gets

It must just be his most accomplished skill, his most cleverly calculated little trick

He was kind of out there, really....

Insisting upon putting on my panties right before every time we had sex and watching masturbation porn when I would go down

I felt uncomfortable, like a circus clown

I think that I could see hexes upon him, although it was tough to really tell

I just really do not think that it was what I would call meant to be

I sit here wondering if I have a man or not and that little bastard is free to do his own thing

I guess my answer will come if he really returns with The promise ring  that he said he would bring 

I really don't know why he thought that he had to lie just to continue our fling

Of course, I could smell the bullshit all over him, but I still allowed him to speak

I think that I was taken in by how spontaneous the whole thing was and it worked out because he's even a bigger freak of nature than me....

I guess all I can do is see what happens next...

2/1/2019