The Illusion Or The Real Me

With you I've been as real as the stars in the sky

With my family I've been an illusion, I think you know why

With you I'm suddenly in the light

With them it's like I'm in the darkness of night

I'm slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

I used to fake a smile

And fake a laugh for a while

But the things that I gave you were real

You made me the happiest I could ever feel

I'm slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

If I go or am already insane

What part of me will or does remain

Trying to tell which is me and which is the illusion

Is causing a whole lot of confusion

I'm slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

Stuck in this mind of my own

I feel like I know the real me alone

When you turn to look at me

What is it that you see

I'm slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you

Is it the illusion or is it the real me