Dear mama

Dear mama.

We don't have the best relationship.

The normal mother and son.

There's things I wish I could express but I can't.

But that doesn't mean I hate you.

I keep my space.

But if it ever came down to it nobody will ever take your place.

I understood you did the best you could.

You never left or gave up.

No matter how much anger I may hold for how things played out.

I'm so happy you have a better understanding for the younger siblings.

There's rules and structure.

Things that I never had.