Without you

It's quiet.

Peaceful almost.

Not having you on my mind.

Finally breathing.

What a tough time it has been.

Countless breakdowns.

A little thread still holding on.

Hoping something can happen.

Anything.

Just to feel love from you.

To have you in my life.

Oh, I bet it’s another world.

Never happening.

You have many others to give you what I can’t.

Gives me a break from you.

Not having you in my thoughts is like having a brain.

Being with you made me soft.

Mushy.

Lovey Dovey.

You don’t deserve that.

Such a toxic person you are.

Im happy without you.

Almost too happy.