When I am with him I feel complete.
When his feet touch my feet,
no feeling in the world can compete.
'Fall in love' they say...
'It's magical' they say...
as I do fall in love I feel weak.
Scared of the unknown.
Scared of what might be.
Scared of my heart being broke, as I will sell myself to the devil,
as my anger will be at its peak.
Trust is a must!
How can I trust when it is not me that he lusts?
My paranoia awaits.
Banging the inside of my brain
and at night it awakes.
Ready to take everything from me,
poor little me.
Never being able to enjoy being free.
Never being able to let people love me.
Never being able to understand some things,
the twisted things.
Even though I am the god of all twisted trees.
When I am with him I laugh.
When he kisses my head, my arms and cheeks.
This is what people crave.
The love, the hate.
The craze.
The crazy love is what people need to this day.
Somehow I just cant say,
I feel the same,
that I need this,
that I want to feel this way...
I love him.
but now I wish I never met him,
on that very first date.
Maybe if I didn't,
all this pain would just go away.
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Author:
Paris Marceau (Pseudonym) (
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Published:
March 23rd, 2019 13:51
- Comment from author about the poem: There is always bad and good when it comes to love. Love is a risk, you need to work out if it is a risk you are willing to take.
- Category: Love
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Comments3
WELCOME PARIS : ANGELA here ! Thanks you for your first Poem. It is very well penned : pulsating with Rhyme & Rhythm. Verse 1 (Lines 1 - 10) Speaks of the Ecstasy and Agony of Love ! V 2 (Lines 11 - 23) Your trust is broken and your Love is undermined ! V 3 (Lines 24 -33) You reminisce on the feeling & harmony of Love ! V 4 (Lines 35 - 38) This is a paradox ! I love Him : But wish Id never met Him ! Maybe if I hadnt : All this would go away ! I do understand (Im 30) and I have Loved & Lost : so I can empathise. I share this site with my Fiancee Brian (35) and (so far) our Love is running smooth ! Thinking of you thanks for sharing & caring.
Blessings & Future Joy
Yours ANGELA : Please check our site : Thanks !
Hello! Thank you for your opinion. Yes love is very complicated, sometimes. This poem just portrays how much I am confused in love at the moment but I guess time will tell. I shall check out your site.
Yeah, possibility can be quite scary.
It is very scary trusting another person with your heart.
Sometimes the risk is the one you must take and your life will become fulfilled.
Good write and welcome to MPS.
Thank you. Yes, maybe you are right.
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