Nwriting

Can’t anymore

I will always love you and there is no questioning that, but what you have done is too hurtful beyond words. I can no longer forgive and forget anymore. I warned you and warned you until i cant anymore. I trusted you and trusted you till you lied too much that i can’t anymore. I loved you and loved you till it hurt but can’t anymore. You were my soul mate, my best fiend, my other half and life itself. But i can’t take anymore, you’re destroying me. I was once such a strong woman when i met you that has now grown into someone that very much feels like a push over, someone you can walk all over and do what you like but no matter what i would always take you back. I can’t anymore. You’ve turned out just like the others, which by no mean i wanted you to. A ring on my finger that once held so many happy memories, of a happy home. how could it become so sad? left back in the box it came with, on the bedside table with a note saying “i can’t anymore”. I’m sorry i can’t write anymore as i can no longer read the words i want to hit your head and heart as instead my tears are hitting the paper i write on. But, i want you to look and realised you caused this, you did have a choice. But you chose not to take it. Sadly, that’s the choice that’ll now eat you up as i leave. I wish i could just give you one final hug, before i walk out of the door leaving the words “i can’t anymore” to perish in your mind.

Love always,
N x

Comments3

  • dusk arising

    Heartfelt writing from you. Welcome to MyPoeticSide.
    On a positive note "that which doesnt kill you makes you stronger". There will be a time when what you are going through is history and hopefully a new joy will have entered your life.
    If you have the time please read other poets on here, we are a mixed but friendly bunch and always welcoming new poets. Feel free to comment on any poems you see, we love to get comments, it's how this site works at its best.

    More please.

    • Nwriting

      Thank you very much.

    • ANGELA & BRIAN

      WELCOME FRIEND ~ To MPS ~ Thanks for your First Poem ~ which can be presented in any style ! It is very sad but I am sure you found it cathartic. You will find MPS a very supportive & empathetic site ! It operates by reading and commenting on each others Poems ~ you can also build up a FAMILY of MPS Friends ~ OK. Many of us have had relationships that have broken up so we can empathise ! Sometimes I (BRIAN) am ashamed to be a MAN ~ some of them are heartless causing their Partner to leave in tears ! Ive never been married ~ but Im engaged to ANGELA with whom I share my site. I am sure you found writing such a personal & heart rending Poem ~ cathartic !

      Blessings & Peace & Joy ~ Thinking of You
      Yours through POETRY ~ BRIAN & ANGELA 🧡🧡
      Please check our SITE ~ Thanks B & A !

      • Nwriting

        Thank you both.

      • E-Poems

        Wow.



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