I wish

Lost a lot of people that I miss 

did things that I wish I didn’t 

wishing that things could be alittle different 

Want my life to be fucking taken 

the pain that I feel is always hidden 

always feeling numb 

always feeling like I’m the one who did it 

never wanted to be this kid 

always wanted to be something bigger 

I can’t even take my life I wish Someone did it 

never felt like I belong 

I wish I just had a home 

I’m always feeling alone 

I just wish I did something different