Jennifer

Birddie Jane

I dreamt about you again

And the tears came again

I don't fight them anymore

There's no point 

I put on a charade

Tell them I don't care 

And act angry or indifferent

But I'm not 

I'm broken 

And lost

I thought it hurt 

When my dog died

Or when Gigi went to heaven

I thought a friend's betrayal

Or fighting with Mom and Dad 

And running away

Was the most painful

And difficult trial

But when you closed that door

Told me to go away

That's when I knew

What true heartbreak 

Feels like

It feels like nothing 

Like a hollow knocking in your chest 

You breath and your heart beats

You eat, sleep

Wake up, go to work 

And repeat

You're alive

But you aren't living

Every thought 

Is a memory

When I think of you

I think of us 

Goofing off

And laughing

Inseparable

The perfect duo

I wish none of it happened

I wish you would talk to me

I don't know your phone number

But I send you letters

And even though 

You don't respond

I want you to know

I love you

And I miss you

 

 

  • Author: Birddie (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 23rd, 2019 01:34
  • Comment from author about the poem: For my twin
  • Category: Letter
  • Views: 9
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