And to her future she turns.

After so much time I let you in

After several betrayals I let you in

My heart accepted any words you spoke

My heart wanted only to hear the words you spoke

You pulled me and pulled me

I gave me you took me

Till my heart said ok you win I’ll stay

But you left, you didn’t stay

You only wanted to see how little it took to take my breathe away

In truth it takes much more to take my heart away

But with each betrayal she gets buried and buried

because we say our goodbyes to something dead when it’s buried

once it’s gone, we move on, find a new way to live

But, under pain is buried what allowed you to live.

So you scramble ever forward, alone in the dark

Somehow it’s better being kept in the dark

Because the truth is darkness deeper than black

Like a thousand colours squeezed together so tight they turn black.

 

I have no more colour

I’m not black, but I’m grey

no more colour

I am fading away

 

But the funny thing about darkness and light

is that even in darkness we always see light

Close your eyes, spark spark spark

you want the dark, but spark. spark. spark.

Light will shine through even the smallest of cracks.

Something’s not broken if it falls and it cracks

When something shatters, you choose to give up or to keep it

Sometimes the price is too high to take it or leave it.

Each shattered piece of an old tale tells a new story

A new beginning, a new end makes the last story his-tory.

You will never create what was once lost

But different does not mean that all hope is lost.

Each time you put it back together again

Each time it’s stronger because its life begins again

And the story continues with its new twists and turns.

And her story continues, his-tory ended to her future she turns,

Armed with the memories of a thousand betrayals,

The desire to go back so strong its taste is betrayal.

But she had made a decision

The last time pain was not hers, but someone else’s decision.

 

One. quick. look. back.

But she’s not going back,

 

And to her future she turns.