He loves me sometimes

Leaaa

i said never settle for a decent love

i’ve been waiting for the sparks to get brighter

and the love high to get higher

 

i asked do you love me after you’ve already said it many times before

and you’re usually a truthful man so you said sometimes

 

in my head i freaked out and all my insecurities swarmed my mind

i’ve just been blind

because how could you say you love someone at a time that you don’t?

i won’t give up for a love that’s true and filled with sparks, i just won’t

 

that’s when i knew i let myself down

i can feel my legs getting weaker

i can feel my ears only hearing what they want

i can feel my imagination making me think you love me

i can feel myself settling for a decent love

and it’s tearing me apart internally

 

i’ve been free and awake ready to climb mountains that are steep

but your kiss has made me lay down and not say a peep

 

i know i love you

you’re my last thought of the night and day

the only thing that will push me away

is loving me sometimes and that’s exactly what you say

 

i need a love that’s mad and crazy romantic

you say that doesn’t exist and that makes me kinda frantic

because that’s your way of saying we will never be madly in love

i can’t handle being that shallow i need to be above

 

i love you and that will never change

but we both need mad love to exchange

  • Author: Leaaa (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 10th, 2019 13:28
  • Category: Love
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  • Christina8

    You deserve better than sometimes. Take it from me, there is such a thing as crazy, frantic romantic kind of love! Great write!

    • Leaaa

      thank you christina! it’s just tough to start all over with somebody new.

    • Evergreen

      I truly enjoyed reading this. I look forward to reading more of your pieces. Don’t settle for second best.

      • Leaaa

        thanks so much!(:

      • Chagrined

        Very enjoyable read, and I understand your sentiments, here.



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