Understand me

As the tears roll down my face, 

l feel so out of place. 

I feel so irritable and so angry,

How can anyone stand to be around me.

I'm so depressed and so blue,

I literally  don't know what to do.

I hate who I have become,

I can't stand the thought of being mean to you,

I can't stand the thought of ever losing you.

I feel like no one understands me,

And they think it's just crazy old me. 

I take these feelings and turn them into a rhyme,

In hope's they will somehow correct my mind.

Sorry to be so crazy and so stupid too,

Lately it seems to be the only thing I do. 

I'm so sorry but this isn't the real me,

So Kathy I pray that you will believe me,

I also pray that you will forgive me.

From now on they'll be no excuses anymore,

I just really care and so in love with you.