Does it matter?

When you're still in the darkness

That's like you were a sort of non existence

People around see you, they talk about you

But you're meaningless to them

It's like a game where some One offers you

Multiple choices and enjoys the time they're playing you

Like your life meant a shit

I Often ask my self

Wouldn't it be great to be a dog 

And have the legal right to have the letal injection?

Because there is a time that being the puppet everyone wants to see in the circus is enough

I don't like this game

I don't know its purpose

Is it just for the amusement of the crowd or what

Everyday now is a waist of time

I'm not going any further

It has been almost 2 years, 2 dam years and what 

Happened?

Nothing 

Somebody is always telling me

Oh you have to looks to the positive side,

Yeah, sure, I eat as I could fill my emptiness, 

I'm doing my daily tasks just for doing 

And at the end of the day I still feel miserable

That's why I love my life só much

Because it doesn't matter if a door opens

It won't ever bring me the Joy I used to feel

Happiness is just a second and when you look

Back 

Is gone.