scrambled words of hurt

Leaaa

leave me lonely and i’ll lose good feelings of you and i

 

egos don’t belong in relationships

vulnerability should replace anger

i’m blind from you but i see through a single crack

i get hints and red flags but i shut my eyes quick

because love makes me

love shuts my eyelids once your flaws show

and love fills my ears when you speak ruthless

 

why am i left to feel the pain when you’re numb

have i become the girl in a bad relationship that everyone thinks is dumb

 

not sure if we have more bad than good

but i’m tired of sitting so i stood

i’m decreasing my effort for you

because since the beginning i’ve cared more times two

 

it’s not fair for me to sit around and wait for you to be okay

while i get lonely and not okay

 

you’d rather party then make sure we’re okay

you sleep peacefully when knowing i’m upset

or you just don’t care to find out

 

not once have you asked me how my new job is going

because you’re selfish and only care where your life is going

  • Author: Leaaa (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 24th, 2019 11:27
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 24
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  • dusk arising

    Reads like the wool is being lifted from your eyes.

    Self worth and self love. Dont sacrifice these for Mr Unworthy. If you do..... they will be very difficult to get back.

    You are a child of the universe.

    • Leaaa

      thank you that was very kind.

    • Poetic Dan

      Wonderfully expressed, get all of your chest. Follow your heart and let your mind rest!

      Much peace and respect

      • Leaaa

        thanks so much

      • Evergreen

        I’m finding myself in a similar situation right now. You deserve more than canceled plans. You deserve more than when it’s convenient for them. You deserve more than no replies. Don’t forget that. I tend to.

        • Leaaa

          thanks so much. it’s a tough bowl to get out of. just continue to try and choose yourself sometimes.



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