I still love her

Well it’s been about a week since we split

I still can’t believe that this is it

Me and her are no longer together

I honestly thought we’d last forever

I’ve got the dog for the weekend but it’s still not the same

I just can’t get the memories of us out of my brain

We’d cuddle and kiss and we’d have our play fights

I miss the days in and the late nights

It all ended so fast I really didn’t see it coming

This pain Im feeling is really numbing

I don’t know why but since she left I can’t laugh or cry

Without her around I’m not the same guy

I can’t even sleep in our bed

Because I’m not staring at the back of her head

I miss her smile ,her smell and her touch

I never knew I could miss her this much

I miss the little things that she did

We even talked about having a kid

She used to make me a brew when I finished work

I wish she told me when I was being a jerk

We were doing so good, going out and stuff

Losing her like this well its been tough

It ended so quick and I said I would try

I would do anything to be her guy

I begged and I pleaded

Told her she was the only person i needed

Every spare moment we spent as a two

Now I don’t know what to do

No one to take out on anymore dates

I really thought we were sole mates

Together forever that’s what I thought

It was my heart that she caught

It was hers to keep but she’s giving it back

It’s was communication that we lack

We could’ve sorted this out before she went away

But we left it and it got worse day by day

All the emotions built up and she just burst

I hate this feeling it is the worst

I just want her back by my side

All my feelings i will not hide

I’ll love her forever till my dying day

I’ve tried my best I don’t know what else to say.....