She messed with my head
I could be dead
I shouldn’t have woken up in my bed
I wanted to kill myself the night before
I wanted my wrists to be sore
The pain I felt was really numbing
That’s when these thoughts starting coming
I could go jump of a bridge or crash my car
But to be honest I couldn’t take it that far
Because I’m stronger than this
So I won’t overdose or cut my wrist
Because I know I will be missed
By my family and friends and people in my life
It’s not worth ending it over the girl I thought was going to be my wife
Because love. Well it comes and goes
What’s around the corner? Nobody knows
So it’s not worth me being dead
Just because she’s messed up my head
So I’m staying strong and keeping going
No more scars that I’m showing
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Author:
MrB (
Offline) - Published: October 16th, 2019 11:47
- Comment from author about the poem: My poems are a reflection on how I feel I’m currently going through a break up. I now know how people who do self harm feel. Although I write about it I never do it. In fact I think writing what I want to do helps me not do it.
- Category: Sad
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Comments3
Great journey into the positive, put a smile on my face to see you triumphant!
Great news yes you are stronger than that and worth more than feeling useless over someone who’s not worth it..her loss and better is still to come..nice positive turn around🌹
Great positive write. You will go on in life and find your soulmate with whom you will go to eternity.
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