fright

I have to drink myself to

where i can not think 

so you wont cross my mind

while im listen to the rain 

behind my fake smile to all my

family and friends 

there is my wounded soul 

that may never ease from pain  

you wrecked who i used to be 

this sweet loving heart 

who wanted to just be happy

but you made me fall apart 

you turned off my shining lights 

and put me in the dark

my old self might come back 

but i wont ever know not until 

my revenge is on your own pathetic soul

and i feel if i gain back full control 

of who i used to be 

before you forced all this evil into me 

that my light will come back on

and all the fright you cause me 

will vanish out of me 

and make you suffer 

for all internally