which leads me to question

just about everything else you said
not that i can do anything about it now
not that i even would want to
but it does seem to answer lots of questions
some i made up answers for
others i lost on purpose
and people i blamed that now i can see
i should not have
why are you so false
after so many years
what did you want from me
i would have given it
just to never see this day
did you laugh every week
as i wandered in your garden of lies
lost and tired
while others called for me to leave
seeing you as i should have
knowing it was just a matter of time
before all this would bite deep
into a heart already wounded
i should have questioned my feelings more
but you bought them off
and now i have nothing
but questions that will not leave
and answers already lost.