Pain is the essence.

Pain is the essence

Everyday is a struggle

I wanna scream and shout but my mouth is muzzled

just like a dog they say that’s a mans best friend

but mine was a woman and she’s up and left

I feel nothing but pain and stress

looking at my phone longing for your call or text

my feelings were forever guarded I wore a bullet proof vest

but with a single bullet you penetrated my chest

hit my heart bullseye this is gonna be a slow death

I wish you just put that 1 bullet straight in my head!

I’ve never felt like this before the saddest thing is she will never see this

I can’t believe it but my heart is bleeding

I feel dead inside but I’m still breathing

The only place I wanna be right now is where she is.

S.S.