Thoughts...

Broken_kingdom

I thought I was okay

Thought I had nothing more to say

But my thoughts are killing me

 Inner demons are tough to beat

 

I want to survive this hell inside my mind

I want to stop searching if I don't know what to find

I feel like I'm splitting apart inside

I need somewhere to hide

 

I admit that it feels like my soul has died

It's been so long since I let myself cry 

My body is fighting when I want to give up

What's the use of living when life is an empty cup

 

I wish I could understand how I became this girl

How even the sight of my face makes me want to hurl

I want understand how I'm not dead

I want to understand why these voices are in my head

 

I need somewhere to run to

I need somewhere to undo

I need someone to hold me

 

  • Author: Violet♎ (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 7th, 2020 22:32
  • Category: Short story
  • Views: 9
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  • dusk arising

    Distressing to read this. Keep writing, letting all out. For me becoming a poet became theraputic. Do you find that writing does the same for you?

    • Broken_kingdom

      It's the safest form of letting it all out for me. I can write it but it's absolutely terrifying to even think about saying out loud.

    • orchidee

      Yes, hope you get through OK.
      Meanwhile - as if brushing it all aside - 'Oohhh, you'll get through it gal!'. (heehee). But it's no joke really, being in the middle of this.

    • myself and me

      I can totally get your feelings. The battle within is the hardest. All I could say is be stronger. Eventually, you will overcome it. Well expressed.

    • lauraoverxo

      keep on battling! Remember, your thoughts are not a reflection of who you are! X



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