"I don't know,"
I seem unsure, going back and forth
Why am I tied to misery?
At any moment I could veer anywhere
My life has always been jam packed with doom and gloom
I guess I blow things out of proportion
Like I'm narrating a story for a stranger
There's always a silver lining
One time I believed crazy things
One time I got into an argument with sanity
Last year I turned twenty
A light bulb went off like a firework
But I don't feel right, I feel like I'm dead inside
In a gelid state
Have you ever wondered what does it feel like to be gone?
Numb and shapeless like the sky
I can only imagine
I think about death all the time, somehow
I wonder when will my lifetime end
Like a swan song?
I'm a broken gramophone
A tautological poem
An open wound, with tin cheekbones
I footle, sadder than Meretseger
Higher than Sinai
I live, forgetting in the webbing
Beer frothing
Three days before one month after Lammas
A comedian fails on the set of his debut gig
Yeah, it's embarrassing.
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Author:
Jordan Cash (Pseudonym) (
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Well written, really enjoyed it. 🌹
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This write is awesome. I related to it. Looking forward to reading more from you.
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