Deep Dark Blue

These self destructive chains hold me down

And I can't seem to get up off the ground 

I feel myself slowly but surely fading 

And I'm exhausted from all the self hating

I'm sinking down down down 

And I'm screaming but no one hears a sound

My thoughts are running wild 

My soul aches for affection like a child

How can I reach out for help

When I'm living in my own hell? 

I'm blinded by the darkness

My heart and body are worthless

When will the light come?

Maybe this is the end and I'll be done

Sweet serenity where are you?

I'm drowning in the deep dark blue