I am He

Kevin Michael Bloor

I am he who walked and wandered
in the night; the days I’d squandered
rhyming, in my gloomy garret,
perched like a performing parrot.
Tethered, while the world was turning,
eating, hating, hurting, earning.

I am he who sat there seething,
broken, bowed and barely breathing;
pouring out my pain on paper.
(May seem like a comic caper
sharing sorrow in a sonnet
for the world to spit upon it. )

I am he who loves no other:
sister, son or dear old mother.
All did choose to love and leave me
when the girl who once did grieve me
messaged me this good-news greeting:
“
Let's make a date, arrange a meeting!”

I am he who stood still, shaken.
Maybe I had been mistaken?
And the voice was only ghostly,
not the girl who I’d missed mostly.
Was she phantom or illusion
sent to share my sad seclusion?

I am he who fortune favoured.
Scent of sweet success I savoured
when I heard my goddess whisper
in a voice, so smooth and crisper
than the siren’s I’d grown used to
in the vale of vicious voodoo.

I am he who found my first love,
found my one and only true love.
Solid shape of breathing beauty
dared me not to do my duty.
“
You jump first and I’ll jump after.”
She lay down in lines of laughter.

  • Author: Blue-eyed Bolla (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 29th, 2020 05:54
  • Comment from author about the poem: for my first love
  • Category: Love
  • Views: 18
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  • Merissa

    This is beautiful. 🙂

  • Goldfinch60

    Wonderful words Kevin, that first love now reborn is obviously treasured.

    Andy

  • MendedFences27

    One and only true love, A rare and precious thing. Bound to last forever.
    A terrific poem expressing how one can be literally saved by love. So true, so true. - Phil A.



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