I am not Afraid

I have spent wasted time on feelings

ignored the warning of useless healings.

My soul was left in need,

With a lifetime of misery to read.

I am not afraid

I will call for help.

Someone out there will say I love you

Forgiveness will be revenue.

For a while, it will be heartbreaking

Until the ache begins fading,

With toil and patient endurance

The quiet heart leads to peace.

You will find a new awakening

Like hearing back your voice speaking.

Time become my comfort

Every breath expels the dread of death,

I am not afraid of being broken

Hope reaches into dreams spoken,

It will be a new challenge opening.

Towards the new life for healing.

I am not afraid anymore

I am a versatile striving conquer.

honoring love and more

Crossing deserted shores to explore.