For you I would

For you I would

So beautiful to see you here. 

I find myself when I am lost inside of you.

Thoughts lost to never seeing you again,

Were proven to not be true.

So beautiful to see you here.

I wish I could stay here too.

Watching beautiful women walk past my window. 

Only ever watch them go and I stay inside my hole.

I am a gold fish in this room and I am losing my colour.

Forgotten how to love and forgotten all my lovers.

My heart is a thousand sun’s;

They were ignited by your smile for me.

Each of the stars that made me, died,

Now I am now left in peace.

Life is only torment and I am not alone.

I have humans all around me and names upon my phone,

But still I wish it would all disappear,

And I was allowed to stay in my own zone.

Lust is not a friend of mine,

It makes me want for more.

I wish I could be celibate,

And have nothing to do with your world.

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