superking jps players

the jps players make my head cluster

but i take out another to calm my nerves

i’m wearing the rain as skin

to keep me cool enough to move on

but cool isn’t cold

and that might be what i need to cross you out

so i take out another to make me think

help me get my head around the roadside of emotions

but there’s too many diversions and i’m not sure which one to travel

so i take out another as i journey on

and find myself in the same place i see in my dreams - lost.

belonging not even to myself

but to anyone with a pretty face

creating voids of myself for them to devour

and pushing myself to edges of insanity

gaslit into thinking it’s art,

i take out another and revel at my heart

on the cutting room floor of the unknown