It'd Be Meaningless

One last kiss

I don’t know why some insist on this

When it’s over, it’s over and it’s meaningless

Even so, if I’d known that’d be the last night

And it’d end the next day in a fight

While we were asleep and it was peaceful, I would’ve held you longer and more tight

I would’ve stayed up as long, woken up as early, as I could to feel you, see your face

Hold you in my embrace

Where my body and heart felt at home, where I knew I was in the right place

I wish I had never met you

But just because you made my skies gray doesn’t mean you didn’t once make them blue

Make me angry, but I have to acknowledge that and can’t rid of the memories of everything, good and bad, you put me through

Meaning, I know you lack, we are all no more significant than a wind gust

So not being able to dismiss my memories and feelings for you makes me feel disgust

Just like me, you’re nothing more than a speck of rust

But I wish I could’ve had one last kiss even still

Fingers through your hair, bodies and lips together, the thrill

But I can shrug it off, because it’d be meaningless, and even if not, I never will