Years of my life slowly Destroyed and eradicated into nothingness
The most amazing feelings I strangely just want to forget
No words could possibly begin to describe
The pain
The confusion
The heartache
Torture
Battling with myself trying to make sense of it all
Life is an experience that you can’t ever brace yourself for
Dreams that didn’t come true
puzzle me
I manifested this?
The Feeling of being untouchable was wild
I was safe with you as my security blanket
I analyse every moment
How naive I was?
Where did I go wrong?
What did I do?
I thought I was good?
I doubt myself?
I wish I could see myself through your eyes
No matter the reassurance
I wonder?
A journey of Self discovery
The unlimited emotions are phenomenal.
Photos are a constant reminder
I’m sentimental I can’t escape it
Reminiscing of lust
Fascinated by you
Though now I wish I wasn’t
To describe it as Disappointed is an understatement
The Wondering what if will never leave me
Vivid imagination
Remembering personal moments that meant something
Lost.
You were my best friend
We did Everything together
Our own family
Important years tainted
Why?
Why did you do that to me?
You know my depths More then anyone
But you wounded me regardless
I will never understand it
And that’s ok
Accept it
Move on
There’s a fine line between love and hate.
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Author:
Olivia. (
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Comments3
There certainly is, Olivia. But as you so aptly said: move on!
I’m on my way! Xxx
Yes there is but hate can always be dispersed with true love.
Andy
Always x
a perfect example of the healing medium poetry can be utilised for, however personal a write this may be, you still managed to make your message relatable, kudos
thanks for sharing, stay strong
Thank you! Your words are so encouraging x
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