Fragments

The first time you smiled at me and

everything lit up electric

blue blue blue, alive, on fire.

Fingertips brushing as we passed

& got drunk, high, smouldering ash falling.

Looking into your blissful blue eyes &

laughing laughing.

What a stupendous sight

sighs

What a sweet spectacle

entranced.

That's when it's magic &

everything's decided in a minute.

Connection, feeling, your heartbeat.

Hugging you tight and a moment 

that could've been and almost was.

Stumbling down steps, tripping, falling & laughing.

Having to walk out of your luscious light.

Moments that should last forever,

instead of endless dark days without you.

Thinking of you gives me something to do.