Intoxicated

Mister V

4/27/21

So many days, lost, in this unforgiving place

I wonder what misfortunes I'm soon to be faced

with; so wretched and cruel it is that I'm far from complacent

that I long for my very own expiration as if it were dated.

 

There's a fatally-posed crisis at absolutely every point in my horizons

and at every corner there's demises that I lost faith for almost anything righteous.

And as unfortunate for my life that it is, I choose to succumb to its vices

I avoid overdoses by intoxicating in light hits, and flee my reality in harshly subtle silence.

 

As my altered pupil dissolves away in my iris I relax and zone-out in the moment

I ease my thoughts as if cured through remedy by potions.

And finally breath with the tranquility of a vacation-specified ocean

as if my soul vacated it's host and was sent to another space like its chosen.

 

At least for a second, and although not destined, it still feels golden

not as a reaction to its power, but as an escape from what's broken

to a place that's better, and this, just a small fee or token

until the next day, when repeats all the ills that I've spoken.

  • Author: Mister V (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 1st, 2021 15:02
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  • L. B. Mek

    firstly, thank you for what is a hauntingly revealing
    and bravely honest description
    of what is essentially, a confronted choice
    of self-harming, as a utility for escaping
    life's, far-too-commonly experienced cycle of suffering;
    and the resulting disillusionment it festers
    to our own feeble grasp: of self-worth..
    you clearly have a wonderful talent for impactfully worded poetry!
    but secondly
    and far more importantly, I hope
    'this write was just your creatively worded format for self-expression..
    if-not, I pray
    you find the source of help your words are seemingly, calling-out for'..
    in the words of Dylan Thomas
    'Do not go gentle into that good night.
    Rage, rage against the dying of the light.'
    ( https://mypoeticside.com/show-classic-poem-30915 )

    ( https://www.recovery.org.uk/addiction/addiction-helpline/ )
    ( https://americanaddictioncenters.org/rehab-guide/alcohol-drug-hotline )



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