4/27/21
So many days, lost, in this unforgiving place
I wonder what misfortunes I'm soon to be faced
with; so wretched and cruel it is that I'm far from complacent
that I long for my very own expiration as if it were dated.
There's a fatally-posed crisis at absolutely every point in my horizons
and at every corner there's demises that I lost faith for almost anything righteous.
And as unfortunate for my life that it is, I choose to succumb to its vices
I avoid overdoses by intoxicating in light hits, and flee my reality in harshly subtle silence.
As my altered pupil dissolves away in my iris I relax and zone-out in the moment
I ease my thoughts as if cured through remedy by potions.
And finally breath with the tranquility of a vacation-specified ocean
as if my soul vacated it's host and was sent to another space like its chosen.
At least for a second, and although not destined, it still feels golden
not as a reaction to its power, but as an escape from what's broken
to a place that's better, and this, just a small fee or token
until the next day, when repeats all the ills that I've spoken.
- Author: Mister V ( Offline)
- Published: May 1st, 2021 15:02
- Category: Unclassified
- Views: 17
Comments1
firstly, thank you for what is a hauntingly revealing
and bravely honest description
of what is essentially, a confronted choice
of self-harming, as a utility for escaping
life's, far-too-commonly experienced cycle of suffering;
and the resulting disillusionment it festers
to our own feeble grasp: of self-worth..
you clearly have a wonderful talent for impactfully worded poetry!
but secondly
and far more importantly, I hope
'this write was just your creatively worded format for self-expression..
if-not, I pray
you find the source of help your words are seemingly, calling-out for'..
in the words of Dylan Thomas
'Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.'
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( https://americanaddictioncenters.org/rehab-guide/alcohol-drug-hotline )
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