Brick by a brick wall to wall, the little girl I used to be found it easy to crawl from as young and as small I guess the bigger you grow the harder you fall
The part of me you took hostage and the part of you i fell in love with
Will, it always be me in the wrong in the sight of my own eyes
Will, i still hate myself if I give up the secrets and lies and the baby inside who cries for a love she won't receive
Trust is such a small word with such a heavy feeling, why can't I trust myself to not like the bleeding
I can't hurt myself enough to rid the guilt that stops me from breathing just to look myself in my eyes and hear my inner child tell me to stop and to try
And we would dream of flying but the bird I longed to be already took its flight
Does freedom come when you are alone or in your darkest night
The clock ticks and my mind can't help but think,
When overthinking makes me sour who really traumatized me when I did it within my own power
Are they always going to be self-entitled to soak up my weakness and ring it out like a towel
Have you ever laid under someone and realized that it’s just not enough?
And when the touch of others feels intrusive to give up a body you've never loved
Whose am I tonight?
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You will always be your own self and one day those thoughts will be clear and lead you into clarification.
Andy
'Brick by a brick, wall to wall
the little girl I used to be, found it easy to crawl
from as young and as small
I guess the bigger you grow, the harder you fall
The part of me you took hostage
and the part of you i fell in love with
Will, it always be me in the wrong
in the sight of my own eyes
Will, i still hate myself
if I give up the secrets and lies
and the baby inside who cries'
you have a wonderful talent, dear poet
thank you, for choosing to share it
Nicely penned!
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