I stare at the ceiling
While I avoid feeling
And the wolves stop
their howl at the moon
I thought I could grasp it
But I become manic
When time stops
and the thoughts intrude
My eyes to the ocean
When I feel emotion
But I won’t sip from the
Silver spoon
I think maybe I’m desperate or manic depressive
or maybe I need someone
…or maybe not
But please-
Just give me something for the pain
Because in my mind it always rains
And when I’m all alone
I come undone
And when I’m all alone
How come I’m weak?
So I skip rocks and I write dreams
But I can’t smile and I can’t sleep
I need someone to help me up.
I need someone to wake me up.
I remember that evening
When you showed me how to stop feeling
Now I fill my heart up, with nothing from no one.
So I just keep laughing
Even though it’s so graphic
At the metaphor that I’ve become.
Two minutes of emotion
Four hours of frozen
In fear I’ll lose who I once was
I think maybe I’m obsessive or being taught a lesson,
or maybe I need someone
…or maybe not
But please-
Just give me something for the pain
Because I can’t break free from your reign
And when I’m all alone
I come undone
And when I’m all alone
How come I’m weak?
So I sit quiet and I don’t speak,
Because I can’t breath and I can’t scream
I need someone to help me up.
I need someone to wake me up.
And I want you,
Oh my God-
I want you
To see me in this state
And I want to
fill your sleep
and haunt you
So you can feel the mess you’ve made.
But all my dreams are no use
When I am wide awake.
- Author: Silk (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: August 17th, 2021 09:57
- Category: Unclassified
- Views: 21
Comments1
Very expressive .. good poem .. I like your choice of words
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