My World, The Only World I Knew...

I was once so innocent...

I never knew that as I grew what a shock I was in for, with the world outside my door & with the family from within...

I didn't know that it was only matter of time from when I could talk & walk that my life was hanging on a single string that wasn't to long & was wearing very thin...

And that it would be the people inside my home that would be the first of many to turn my world upside down for reasons I yet still haven't found...

The only thing I truly know is that there's lies & nasty everywhere you go...

But as all my story's start at home & with the professionals that come & go, telling lies, yes lie as I will show...

But has a little girl who's been ruined within I really didn't know what game I was in...

I certainly didn't have a choice & I certainly didn't win...

I never knew how much I would have to struggle just to stay a float...

I never knew how much madness lead to so much of my sadness...

I had to learn the hard way, that very rarely people are true to who they say they are, & hardly ever stick to what they say they will do...

And at the end of it all I would be left on my own to figure it out that no one really cared at all...

Lies where told & told by all...

Yet I was the only one to take the burnt of it all, I was the only one that fell not from grace at all...

That people would constantly put me down, leaving me hanging, unbalanced & confused by all the contradiction's & lies...

I'm surprised I ended up with so much love in my eyes, because I once only felt such despise, anger & hate...

I'm blessed really & grateful too that I learned long ago to let go...